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So young outside but wise within.
Feeling so lost and yet somehow, it's home.
Too knowledged to leave, too wanted to stay.
Anywhere I go, trouble just follows.
I always bring the darkness, it's raining....
Inside and out, I don't know how to stop....
All the masks, they seem to constanly pour

I know how I must look to you, but it's just for show.
I am not what you see, but I cannot reveal....
All that's here is not in the right at all....

So young to you, but I am nothing but old and bitter.
Living through hell and all the fire after,
I am mostly dead inside and nothing but screaming.
I have been foresaken and risen to sins ladders.

Constantly breaking, I am falling apart.
From what, I haven't got a clue....
It's hurting, everything inside and outward too....
It's burns and bites, this gnawing, it is an emptiness.
A broken void, that cannot be cured, not by madness,
Long ago it was removed, and I can't remember what it was.

I have betrayed, loved ones and the rest.
It was unintended, but I could not stop, I denied.
I refused to take the blame and am now forever shunned.

Appearing innocent and harmless, when in truth deady dangerous.
Living through war and madness, ever after,
I am scarred, worn and washed up as a man.
I am never to be light and loved, stuck in the hellfire....

Orphaned and taken in, it didn't last long, the dream was not reality.
Warped into soldier persona and given a new toy.
Sent to the field and greeting hells army with a flag.
Welcome to your forever and say goodbye to yesterdays child....

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